Song - Why do this?

 

I gave it my best 

I gave it time 

I gave it everything, that is mine 

I gave this passion 

I gave this whole 

I gave this atmosphere a chance 

I don't think it will unfold

And it promised me, things would be good again

I'm not convinced, this is true 

I'm watching how said is turning blue 

People can be greedy, I think we all know

Can't believe what I was told

Not reaching in my soul 

And it doesn't seem to matter 

And it doesn't seem nice 

When liars start to manipulate

They only see their side 

Just tell the truth about it  

You would be such a man

And the reason why I left

Is because I cannot understand

Why do this? 

Are you afraid of me now? 

Why do this?

Are you bothered?

Why do this? 

Somebody find out please

Why do this?

I can't take this shit, I'm gone 

I am the man

I am the bread 

I am the very thing 

My soul said 

This is wrong 

This is so deep 

I pray the situation

Will help me to succeed

And it promised me, things would be good again

I'm not convinced this is true 

I'm watching how said is turning blue 

People can be greedy, I think we all know

Are you serious, I am right? 

I am gone, out of sight 

And it doesn't seem to matter 

And it doesn't seem nice 

When liars start to manipulate

They only see their side 

Just tell the truth about it  

You would be such a man

And the reason why I left

Is because I cannot understand

Why do this? 

Are you afraid of me now? 

Why do this?

Are you bothered?

Why do this? 

Somebody find out please

Why do this?

I can't take this shit, I'm gone 

Poem - Meditation

 

Song - He did it

 

Gain

 

Where to go?, what do I do?

Stuck in this position 

Needing something new 

Which way to turn?.

Which way to focus?.

Who do I contact?

It’s all hocus pokus 

Sit and I meditate 

Close my eyes and listen 

Talking to the most high 

To help me with the right vision 

12 more days, still a lot of time 

Gotta start to make the plans 

Help to show me the signs 

Brains all screwy 

Need to centre and align 

Gotta stay calm, but also need to fight 

Balance out the world, distinguish the stains

Through it will be pain

There is only one word, it’s gain 

Let's go 

The Sin

 

Speculate to break the one you hate

Circulate the product you confiscate

Assassinate and obliterate 

As the hounding dog in hysteria

I’m sure it’s fine for you to resurrect

Just saying, you are a wreck 

Truth be told, you're a shady troll

With the blackmail stories in all your glory

It's slander

We always respect the one’s who start

But with your mouth, and with your games

You'd crucify the Lord

And you don't have to see it, see it 

And you don't have to eat it, eat it

For them to believe it is to feed it, feed it

I'll just let God deal with you (now)

Just because their making scenes 

You see it on the YT screen 

I think that soon it could be all over 

Though everybody wants to read all about it

Just because their making scenes 

You see it on the YT screen

I think that soon it could be all over 

I’ll just let God deal with you (now)

It's slander

With the words you use

You're a parasite in black and white

Do anything for you

And you don’t get faded, faded

They shouldn’t glorify it, 'fy it

To read it sanctifies it, 'fies it

So I’ll just let God deal with you (now)

Just because their making scenes 

You see it on the YT screen 

I think that soon it could be all over 

Though everybody wants to read all about it

Just because their making scenes 

You see it on the YT screen

I think that soon it could be all over 

I'll just let God deal with you (now)

God

I give you my everything 

No matter what anybody says 

You are my saviour, like the bible says 

Thank you for saving all of us 

Thank you for life 

Thank you for nature 

Thank you for my sight 

I live for you, I try to serve 

Sometimes I fall of, but nobody is perf ect

Just when will it be my time?

We both know what I am talking about 

I am sick of waiting 

I scream and I shout 

I think you may have gave it to me

And I messed it all up 

Just have no patience 

And didn’t like the slip ups 

Again nobody is perfect 

Nobody ever will be 

Jesus is life all planned?

Is God the holy tree?.

If everything is already mapped out 

No way I can screw up 

No way I can fuck up 

Sipping the holy cup 

On my knees, begging please 

Helps me out of this mess 

Just what do I have to do?

What’s my next step?

Taking this breath 

Please help me out of distress 

Hitting rock bottom 

All I can see is blue

I have nowhere else to go 

I give my all to you

Here I serve 

 

A World Like This

It’s a difficult world when it gets like this 

It’s hard to teach a child when it gets like this 

Having you both is my only wish 

But I have to do myself when it gets like this 

Don’t wanna do it, is there another way?

Your wish my command 

Please just take my hand

Trying to understand 

Better off as three 

I know ya’ll can see me 

I'll keep praying and listening 

It’s a difficult world when it gets like this 

It’s hard to teach a child when it gets like this 

What they offering you in a world like this 

But I have to do myself when it gets like this 

Your wish my command

Please just take my hand 

Better off as three 

I know ya’ll can see me 

Please give me the strength 

I'll keep praying and listening