What to do in this moment?
Trying to figure out my life
Praying for the answers
Please come in sight
Don’t want to go down that path
Got so much to give
So much to live
Swimming through this life like a fish
Gotta do it for myself
Do it for the kids
Do it for the family
God help me with my wish
So much talent, thank you for this gift
Let’s not let it go to waste
Gotta help fill the world’s dish
The kiddos I adore
I think they love me too
Let's make it all happen
Please help restore me to do
Need to get closer
get into quiet
How do I get there?
I think you're giving me the assignment
Putting people into my life
To give me the motivation
Kick me in the ass
To get to the next destination
Thank you for all that you do for me
Thank you for putting smiles into my life
Positive people I need
To get me to get by
Don’t let me fall
Don’t let me give up
Please help me everyday
I keep looking up
They need me, and I need them
Can’t lose this reality
Let's get it, and let's win
(CHORUS)
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
(VERSE 2)
People that love me
People that hate me
But it’s this wicked frequency that’s armed and so ready
Never falling down
Always giving it my best
What is the next test?
Want something to help me move forward, and nothing less
How do we create this shit?
Where is the damn cure?
I want to move forward
Please help open the right doors
Keep trying to get the help that I need
Fucking feeling the bleed
Which plants do I need to seed?
Mailed a letter, wrote up some stories
Just need all of the millions
Help us to attract the fame and all of the glory
They all have the lute
Which can lead to the cure
How do we get their attention?
Which pots to fucking stir?
Gotta step outside of the box
But I need better health
I have it inside me
Just please help me out of this hell
If I could go back a few years, I’d give anything for it for sure
Take my right leg, take all my broken sores
Incurable diseases
Invisible seems to be the worst
Hardly any recognition
This shit fucking hurts
Did I do something wrong or bad in a previous life?
Not sure what to think of this
I'm fucking pissed off is right
(CHORUS)
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
(VERSE 3)
Which choices to make?
I guess choose a different path
Have tried almost everything
To put invisible on the map
Nothing is working
Shit just keeps failing
Things are not sailing
Kicking my legs and arms wailing
Praying for the guidance
Praying to help me inside
Guide me to the fight
Which way?, got nothing to fucking hide
Feeling the butterflies I think
Feeling something else
Feels fucking scary
Are these the new cards I’m being dealt?.
I have no clue, I’ll sit in meditation
Gather up in silence, maybe will feel the inspiration
Found a new friend, so happy for this blessing
Seems like I may have learned some valuable lessons
Please let me keep, please let it be your plan
One day at time, please help me to understand
Not sure what's going on
Just rolling with the flow
Let go and let god
Only you run the show
I keep doing good, I know that some things I fucked up in the past
Think I have done a lot, to try to reel some things back
I definitely need to do more
To help to win the race
Help me with the right tools
To get everything back into shape
Forgiveness I’ll keep asking for
Just trying to serve you best
Helping others I’ll keep doing
But right now must stick to the one in the glass
We both know who that is, yes that's me
So what to do now?, I guess it's something I have never seen
Blast me away, give me the one way ticket
Catapult me to the light
To help me to healthier living
Just want to get this shit right
I’ll keep saying that I’m sorry
39 almost 40
I’m begging for you to continue on the story
Gotta level off, when do I start?
I believe the time is right now
Can’t keep longing it to far
It’s gotta be this second, or the very near future
Holding on is fucking tough
Really need to start this shit sooner
(CHORUS)
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
That’s rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to scream
That’s rock bottom
Can't you see just what I fucking mean?.
That’s rock bottom
When you feel like you've had enough of life
Never giving up
Just keep praying to be shown the light
That’s rock bottom
