Thursday, February 16, 2023

Rock Bottom

 


(VERSE 1)


What to do in this moment?

Trying to figure out my life 

Praying for the answers 

Please come in sight 

Don’t want to go down that path 

Got so much to give 

So much to live

Swimming through this life like a fish 

Gotta do it for myself 

Do it for the kids 

Do it for the family 

God help me with my wish 

So much talent, thank you for this gift 

Let’s not let it go to waste 

Gotta help fill the world’s dish 

The kiddos I adore 

I think they love me too 

Let's make it all happen 

   Please help restore me to do 

Need to get closer 

get into quiet 

How do I get there? 

I think you're giving me the assignment

Putting people into my life 

To give me the motivation 

Kick me in the ass 

To get to the next destination 

Thank you for all that you do for me

Thank you for putting smiles into my life 

Positive people I need 

To get me to get by 

Don’t let me fall 

Don’t let me give up 

Please help me everyday 

I keep looking up 

They need me, and I need them 

Can’t lose this reality 

Let's get it, and let's win


(CHORUS)


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


(VERSE 2)


People that love me 

People that hate me

But it’s this wicked frequency that’s armed and so ready 

Never falling down 

Always giving it my best 

What is the next test? 

Want something to help me move forward, and nothing less 

How do we create this shit? 

Where is the damn cure?

I want to move forward 

Please help open the right doors 

Keep trying to get the help that I need 

Fucking feeling the bleed 

Which plants do I need to seed? 

Mailed a letter, wrote up some stories

Just need all of the millions 

Help us to attract the fame and all of the glory 

They all have the lute

Which can lead to the cure 

How do we get their attention?

Which pots to fucking stir? 

Gotta step outside of the box 

But I need better health 

I have it inside me 

Just please help me out of this hell 

If I could go back a few years, I’d give anything for it for sure 

Take my right leg, take all my broken sores 

Incurable diseases 

Invisible seems to be the worst 

Hardly any recognition 

This shit fucking hurts 

Did I do something wrong or bad in a previous life?

Not sure what to think of this 

I'm fucking pissed off is right 


(CHORUS)


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


(VERSE 3)


Which choices to make? 

I guess choose a different path 

Have tried almost everything 

To put invisible on the map

Nothing is working 

Shit just keeps failing 

Things are not sailing

Kicking my legs and arms wailing 

Praying for the guidance 

Praying to help me inside 

Guide me to the fight 

Which way?, got nothing to fucking hide 

Feeling the butterflies I think

Feeling something else

Feels fucking scary 

Are these the new cards I’m being dealt?. 

I have no clue, I’ll sit in meditation 

Gather up in silence, maybe will feel the inspiration 

Found a new friend, so happy for this blessing 

Seems like I may have learned some valuable lessons

Please let me keep, please let it be your plan

One day at time, please help me to understand

Not sure what's going on

Just rolling with the flow 

Let go and let god 

Only you run the show 

I keep doing good, I know that some things I fucked up in the past 

Think I have done a lot, to try to reel some things back 

I definitely need to do more 

To help to win the race 

Help me with the right tools 

To get everything back into shape

Forgiveness I’ll keep asking for 

Just trying to serve you best 

Helping others I’ll keep doing 

But right now must stick to the one in the glass 

We both know who that is, yes that's me

So what to do now?, I guess it's something I have never seen 

Blast me away, give me the one way ticket 

Catapult me to the light

To help me to healthier living 

Just want to get this shit right

I’ll keep saying that I’m sorry 

39 almost 40 

I’m begging for you to continue on the story 

Gotta level off, when do I start?

I believe the time is right now 

Can’t keep longing it to far

It’s gotta be this second, or the very near future 

Holding on is fucking tough

Really need to start this shit sooner


(CHORUS)


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


That’s rock bottom 

When this life makes you mad enough to scream 

That’s rock bottom

Can't you see just what I fucking mean?. 

That’s rock bottom 

When you feel like you've had enough of life 

Never giving up 

Just keep praying to be shown the light 


That’s rock bottom 


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